This dream is very disturbing. I remember I was in a classroom taking some written test.
There was this guy and his group of friend...one guy put on a pretense of kindness to me but he just had a perverse nature. In the dream it seem like I even went out with him.
There was one part where he'll drug me and do weird sexual perverse experiment. He tried to artificially inseminate me with a phallic object full of white fluid. In the dream, I got a sense that when I'm in my conscious state he'll continue this pretense of being kind and caring. So basically in my unconscious state he'll be his true preverse self, but in my conscious state with him he'll put on a convincing act of "caring" boyfriend.
I had a sense I was waking up to consciousness for good and saw him for what he really is. I broke away from him and this seem to anger him somehow...he was always angry at the fact I was regaining consciousness to what he was actually doing to me.
He defamed my characters to his group of friends.
Soooooo disturbing....I've never felt so violated.
~Ink-um (hates perverse men)
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