| March 25, 2014 |

Another manufactured dream or human programming aka "mind alteration":

I'm in a bar, a girl with dark hair approaches me. She clearly shows amorous attention towards me. When she approached me, she seem to be extremely tall, I came up to her diaphragm. She makes her move. I'm paralyze and seem to be going along with her, even though subconsciously, I didn't want to. She got close, I see a man in grey military uniform and badges, now I'm on a table and feel a heavy pressure on my chest like "she" laid on top of me. I'm aware of bar stools and and a billard area. She said, "I'm looking for someone just like you." I feel uneasy about her.

We walked toward the bar, suddenly I noticed she looked blond and my height. We sat down and she spoke with a southern accent, but I sense underneath the guise of a southerner that she's from Florida. Some odd reason, I can smell the cigerette off of her in my "dream."

All the sudden, as I talked to her, I see a different scene.

It's like I'm watching a movie. I see the same dark haired girl. She looks oddly familiar. A bus wrecked over a bridge--she's hanging from the bus trying to pull the "two men" up. One man had dark hair and the other is man is grabbing onto him...while her arm manages to pull them up, something dark came up from behind her, pulled her back which cause her to "let go." The dark creature had a long metal spear. It aim between her neck and collar bone, while she hangs over the bridge I sense her fear; she struggles. The "being" is wriggling and forcing the dull point trying to puncture her flesh. The imminent fear of death. Like the billboard eyes of Dr. T.J. Eckleburg, I watched as she yells, "help me."

As the spear finally punctured her, it jammed harder and push through like a "skewer pig," I see torrent of blood gush out of her anus. (My nightmare would be Vlad the Impaler's wet dream.)

The image suddenly changed, I'm back at the bar and I'm throwing up.

| March 2, 2014 |

I said I would stop writing my dreams but this one stood out to me.

It seems weird. It seems screened.

I'm getting dress to go on a date with this guy I know from highschool. In my dreams or mind, I'm looking for something to wear, a feminine little "black dress"; yet, I touch the materials and it felt like a type of nylon leather with Japanese character written across the corner. While I was getting dress, it's like I was suiting up in a tight body suit. I don't think it's an actual dress. I see myself rolling the black material over my legs and putting on black heels. The guy I'm going on a date with is standing in this closet room with me looking at me.

We walk out and he follows me. I see myself walking away. I look like a Japanese girl in skirt with long black hair.

Lights surround the room, I feel frantic, and something is trying to get inside. I see window blinds and lights shining through. I open the front door.

I see a highway overpass.

I see scenes where there's ocean or water-tides rolling along a beach at night. A concrete walls and water hitting the sides-- a team, a police force, they're searching for someone that escaped from an underground sewer. I felt disgust towards this "thing" it looks human but the energy is pure perverse lust--a predatory type of sexual perversion. The scene fades.

I'm back in the room with the lights. I'm running around trying to lock down the place. I lock the front door and run to the back. I slam a door shut--bolts and lock--that sexual "thing" stares at me. His eyes are dark and set far apart. The door is closed.

The End of Dream Log

I will no longer write down my dream. This is my last post.

| August 31, 2013 |

I saw an apartment building or hotel with many rooms and families. The hotel look like a hanging garden. It started to crumple and fail--reminds me of a 9/11 scene. It fell out of the sky or that was what my dream showed me. I'm in a car driving away from the scene. Looks like a lot of families lost in the debris. 

Old Dream 21

This is an odd dream about alien space ship. I don't remember when I had the dream but I can't shake the feeling I got from that space ship.

It was full of darkness that's how I would describe it even though I wasn't on the ship. I sense it hovering over the neighborhood. The size was oval.

It was a military battle ship. I just sense it as pure military alien space ship, and I was their target for some funny reason. I'm oblivious to why but I sense them. I felt they were oppressive beyond anything on this planet--beyond all of the dictators and communism. Their level of oppression is on another planetary level of mind and soul.

Nap Time Dream

This dream seem like a future premonition. There's a dome like city. The whole entire planet is covered in clouds. Seem like I'm the architect to this  city scape--it was something I designed and engineered (that's the feeling I get.) A storm was coming, I access the city and activate it by thought. I see a snail-like shell folding and raising some kind of barrier. The feeling I get from this dream was of sadness and overwhelming burden. I hate the responsibility but no one can really do it.

While the shield was going up I got into a space ship because I didn't want to be on the planet during the storm. The intent was to hang outside of the planet while the storm cleared. Then some weird shift in consciousness happens where I know I'm a girl living in 2013. I know that I'm dreaming and viewing this. I sense an energy portal trying to scare me and extract pranic energy. I kept telling someone to not touch me.

Then I fell deeper in sleep and see that I'm off the ship and I'm back on the planet because the storm has cleared. I enter the dome city and a wooden lodge area where a buffet was set up. I see group of people and I just feel "sick of them" for lack of better words. I told them I quit and want nothing to do with them. They seem very dependent on me for survival and I have this overwhelming feeling of not wanting to save them anymore. I wanted to sever all link with them.

| August 23, 2013 |

I had a dream about being in this weird apartment. A girl I knew came to visit and did something bad ( don't remember), so I threw her out of the house. She came back a second time and her entire energy field was pure 100% evil. I actually know the girl in real life and she sweet, but in this dream, the small humanoid I keep encountering from past dreams, is creating this illusion to cord tie and drain energy. I remember looking at her and she seem taller than me, but when she did something disrespectful, I had to grab her and force her out of the apartment and she was so tiny and frail with big head--it looked almost like a grey alien. 

There was no light or love in her, she produces fear like Medusa when one looks at her. She drain energy and was feeding sucking energy from people that are medium and conduit of higher frequency and love. I would describe like how plants get direct energy from the sun all other sentient beings degrade in how they sap energy to live. 

I grab dried sage and smear it around the doorway. I recited a protection incantation to keep her away and out of my astral environment in my dream.

This is how I interpret this dream.