| December 27, 2012|

I dreamt of a man's living in Egypt in multiple disguises. He discovered a secret and the Egyptian's officials are trying to kill him for it. The secret is hidden in an old archeological site. He's a western man and I sense his family back home are wondering about his whereabouts.

| December 20, 2012|

It seems as my dream has been artificially constructed. The setting in the dream remind me of a previous dream I had. The building and apartment style. Last dream, I had involved "frat-boy" kind of guys rudely sticking their head out of their cars trying to get my and this other girls number while we were driving. The next thing I remember seeing is a huge wave sweeping them away.

| December 19, 2012 |

I dreamt of a institution of some sort. People are trying to escape this institution but seem like a death trap. The details are gruesome so I will not go into details.

Old Dream 7

I was in a classroom taking math tests. There's another test for creativity or visualization which I scored high on and some girl seem frustrated/angered by this.

Fragment of the dream:

There's an auditorium of student. One male student kept degrading me. I got extremely angry and can sense everyone watching me. The next thing that happen: I accidentally killed the guy with a mixture of anger and energy. People in the auditorium got quiet and slowly left the room.

Old Dream 6

I had this dream around the time I went to San Francisco to attend Miyavi's concert and toured an art school I considering attending.

When I got back to Nashville, I dreamt this extremely tall guy (taller than 6 foot) took me back to San Francisco. It was at night and I was in my sleep wear shorts and an oversize t-shirt. It looks like we standing on top of a hill top looking at the Golden Gate Bridge.
I was very cold and he gave me some hot drink that strangely warmed my entire body. Then I embraced him.

| December 7, 2012 |

Had a dream about some old lady in an advance life support machine. Some scene of zombies.

| December 6, 2012 |

Dreamt I was viewing this girl's life through her eyes. She is a chubby white girl with large breast. She is on a date with a guy at the movie. She's thinking about her breast and the guy she's with. I get a sense it's their first date.

Now, I'm in the guy's body. I'm hiding behind in some locker or something with a metal door. I sense the chubby white I was with wanted my penis, and I don't want to do that with her.

Old Dream 4

I was in a vast ocean. Water surrounding me, but my eyes were closed, and I was in deep consciousness. I started to freak out and stirred a little...then my mind told me to calm down and breathe. So, I calmly breathe in the water.

Old Dream 3

I was a man in this dream. The sense I get is being frantic trying to get away from a "police force" but somehow they are not police in the traditional sense. I was jumping through time portal and was disrupting the balance of something, but I didn't care I just wanted to get away from these officers tailing my tracks through time.

| November 2, 2012 |

Dreamt I was at an amusement park/Dave-n-buster with a group of friend. We rode some ride then I ended up bartending and passing drinks out to anyone 21+.

The cocktail I made had red syrup and I poured in blue curaçao.

Old Dream 2

This is another old dream. I remember reclining in a chair looking up at the lights then thinking about snow. Then it snowed but I felt presence around.

Old Dream

This is an old dream. I dreamt I was standing beside a guy in a chair "guiding" him. He looked like Eminem, an American rapper, in terms of having a blond buzz cut and he wore a white suite. I felt he was piloting a spacecraft but it didn't seem like we're in space. I sense he was frantic trying to maintain control. The spacecraft was control on a mental level, and I even volunteer to take control of the ship because I was worry about his stability. He doesn't want me to.

This "space" doesn't look like space because in most stereotypical space scene like Star Trek, it's dark and the stars are rushing past you from the window, but it was full of light with no source and the lights surrounds us and there were bubbles or balloons that we rush past.

| November 29, 2012 |

I dreamt of going somewhere to get a friend.

Then there was a catacomb with a skeleton. It's an underground area where bones were stored.

| November 27, 2012 |

I dreamt some guy was "digging up" information on me. He found a picture of me before braces and said I was a monster. He alluded me to Mileena from Mortal Kombat.

Then the dream switched and I'm with a dance crew. The owner of some place let us rent out a studio.

| November 25, 2012 |

I dreamt of seeing waves. It was seen as my spirit or eyes was scanning the ocean. The waves crash onto the shores into huge tsunamis.

There were three people in my dream, but I can't recall their appearance; they had masculine energy. We were playing a game with the waves. The four of us ran to the shores to embrace and let this huge tsunami crash into our bodies. The main goal is to see if we can endure and lessen the waves impact on everyone. So we'll run to the shores, turn our backs, and let this huge wave crash into us.

I remember holding my breath and embracing myself for the impact. I saw the water flowing around me knocking some of my surrounding down, but I felt I survived the impact and lived. I also felt if "we" didn't do it the impact would cause a lot of damage to everyone. Our bodies acted as a buffer.

The dream switched. I'm in some white building showering and I'm naked. I see/sense an older man in a control room. My clothes were hanging in the hallway passed him. I need my clothes and didn't want him to see me naked. He somehow sense this and built a barricade to give me privacy. I ran pass him and grabbed the clothes--a white suit.

| November 21, 2012 |

I had a dream I was in some guy's room. I get a sense that he's sharing this house with friends from college (or young professional), and I get a feeling we're in a relationship. I also sense two couple, who were our friends, in a another room nearby.

I remember his room had a mattress in the middle of the room. Other furnitures were in the room and it looked like he just moved it into the room.

We were intimate on his bed. Part of the dream I remember was I was on top of him, then he seem to say in my mind "let's cum at the same time." The next thing I realize was he wasn't wearing a condom. I pulled away from him complaining that fact and asked him what would he do if I were pregnant. He seem like he didn't care and wouldn't mind a family and would take care of it. Then he cuddled up next to my neck and I told him "I love him." I know weird dream. I don't know what my subconscious is trying to tell me.

Now, we (the guy I'm with and our friend in the other room) are outside the house. I remember we're standing outside the house yet some for some strange reason it looks like we're in some underground tunnel. The conversation from the four of us range from taking some artificial drugs to make one more sexual. The girl in our group made a joke saying her boyfriend drugged her to make her more sexual.

I also get a sense we have to be at a lecture/meeting. We walk through and I see red liquid on the floor. The girl explain in my mind that there's a new alcoholic cocktail drink that young people were drinking and the red liquid all over the floor was that drink. She mention there was a party here last night. The place looks like some industrial complex with pipes running through.

We are in a large industrial room with a stage and someone is giving a lecture. There are rows of foldable chairs. I sit in a row in front of my group. I felt my chair rocking back and forth and look back to see a cute little cat rocking my chair. At this point, I hear the lecture. The lady on stage mentioned smarter species always replace the inferior one. I'm staring at the cat moving on to rock someone else's chair--it was standing on it's hind legs doing this.

The strange thing is I got a sense I was pregnant with this guy's seed throughout the dream.

| November 13, 2012|

Nightmare of shipping container.

| October 18, 2012|

I saw a man that looked like David Gandy in my dream. We were walking along some road and he asked me to be with him. I agree.

He is with me while I'm looking for a place to rent. The place looked like an old Victorian house that you would find around Savannah, Georgia. He doesn't like the place and I sense his criticism of the place even though he doesn't state it. He thinks the house is too old. This is the feeling I get from him.

Seems like I'm renting a room with other students and young professional. I look at the room I'm going to rent. There's a Buddhist photography on the wall and a large king size bed.

I remember lying in bed with this Gandy looking person. I kissed him and felt no passion, then I remember running out of the room afraid he'd chase me. I ran into my "housemate's" room and tried to close my roommate's open door, but this David Gandy looking guy caught the door in time to prevent me from closing it.

The room I ran into belong to this photographer who's showing my high school photo that he altered. He placed Angelina Jolie's face on my old high school photo.

Anyway, the dream seem choppy so I don't remember it.

Being in Solitude

Work on yourself and don't bring karma into a relationship. I just love myself way too much to allow myself to be in an unhealthy relationship. I don't ever want to be near anyone with so much baggages e.g. not letting go of past hurt, projecting into a relationship, and needing someone to take care of them. I definitely don't want to take care of someone when I NEED to take care of myself first.

This article explain karma and relationship better than I can.

http://www.radioastrology.com/TFG/KarmaRel.htm

Ultimately, work on your own happiness outside of a relationship of any kind. Work on yourself so you can be happy. Cut unhealthy people out of your life--you don't owe them anything.

|October 10, 2012|

I had a dream I painted some paintings in the renaissance style.

| October 9, 2012|

I had a morbid dream. I remember it in fragments. I'm walking with a team down a bloody corridor. We arrive at a room with two bodies. They were two male, an older gentleman and a middle age man, with gashes on their throat. I check the old man's vital-he was still alive. I waved my hand over their wounds to heal the old man and revive the dead man.

| September 30, 2011|

I had a dream about hanging out with other woman.

We went into this social club that had many level to it. I think our goal was to hunt vampires or our objective was to take a dark group down. Everyone in the club looked human but wasn't human. I remember we went to the top level of the club to a spiral staircase that led down to a dark underground area of the earth. The girls and myself seem to be synced to each others mind. I led the group down this dark underground passage.

The group and I were backed up against some wall in the underground passage. My mind sensed a spherical bomb being roll towards our direction I protected the group with some psychic force field, then another spherical bomb was rolled towards us again but this time my protective force field was not strong as the first. A third bomb came at us, this time a another woman in my group projected her force field and told me she specialize in shield protection at level 40. She told me to focus. She's a pale tall thin woman with a thin hawk nose and straight black hair.

I remember looking to the left and seeing a guy, in a security room, that look like the Romanian guy that work at the local bank I bank at. He comes out of the room baring his "fangs" and we fought hand-to-hand combat until I stabbed his heart.

My group moved into a large room with crates and was greeted by a massive guy that had the head of a tiger. He is communicating with the woman, the level 40 defensive force field, I picked up their communication. He is her mate. I get a sense he was force to do something he didn't want to do. The dark group that we're trying to bring down had manipulated him and increased his hunger and aggression to a level beyond normal. He admitted to her that he was force to eat their children.

There's other parts of the dream that I forgot or it's hard for me to explain.

|September 14, 2012|

I don't remember my dream.

|September 13, 2012|

Forgot to record my dream this morning. I swear it seem like this dream has been implanted into my mind. It bears no reflection to my life unless my dream has an overactive imagination.

There's an organization of some type reminds me of the FBI/CIA/police but they're a different organization. Some guy walked into the corporate office and wanted to drive the company's fancy car. It looked yellow and sleek with shiny rims. ( Mind you I know nothing about  cars. This year I just found out a Lamborghini's door open up like a "bat-mobile" and saw one without giving a sh*t.) Anyway, the company refuse to let the guy drive the car. They let him drive a modest version of the yellow car.

I see myself driving on the highway with my friend Nancy. Then for some strange reason we're held in a room for questioning, and I got a sense a "car" was taken from us. The guy that was doing the questioning was a bit overweight his partner sat in a separate room connected to the room we're in. It seem it was his small office and he left the door open to listen in on the conversation. He seem like a nice laid back type of guy.

I remember the conversation turning to some senario like if my friend Nancy and I were partnered FBI agent. Then Nancy sitting on the couch beside me mentioned that I would seduce her (I'm the most unseductive person there is).

Anyway, before I woke up. I remember "hooking-up" with the nice guy in the separate room.

There's other element to the dream that I forgot like flying, seeing a little girl, and visiting other planet with humanoid like us.

|September 12, 2012|

I had a dream I was standing in front of a clear screen door. Three white men tried to enter through the door even though I was blocking it and told them they can't enter. The leader made an attempt to get through and disregarded my wish. It seem like he can't take "no" for an answer. I pushed him back and said he was being rude.

Disturbing dream....I realize the one dream that disturbs me the most are guys not taking "no" for an answer.

|September 6, 2012|

I haven't been recording my dreams lately. The last thing I want to do early morning is whip-out my phone and start writing on this blogger app.

Anyway, I dreamt of seeing my friend Kinn (this guy I know from Hong Kong). He had marks and cuts all over his chest and back. I was trying to heal him by rubbing medicine into his wounds. For some strange reason I accidently got some in his eyes.

I was my friend Mieko telling me to not hurt him.

|August 26, 2012|

I had a dream about space and the movie Prometheus. The "gods" or the aliens in the movie set out to destroy humanity because humanity was "evil" in their eyes. They didn't want the negative aspects of human nature spreading into space. Then I see myself viewing an entity from a higher dimension scanning space and a space ship.

My dream switched, I see two Betty Page wanna-be hipsters dressed in the style of classic pin up girls. They were comparing stories of being orphaned. One girl said she was born in a warehouse the other girl said she was born in a factory turned condo. They were also sleeping with this one "douche-bag" guy who looked hispanic. The guy seem like he wanted to hurt me emotionally by sleeping with "loose women." I walking down some stairs and he tried to block my way. I grab him, lift him up, and I told him I'm not afraid to fight him like a "man" if he won't stop. Then I awoke.

My next dream I had a fight with my friend about salad. She seem mad that I was re-organizing my plan.

|August 25, 2012|

This dream was weird. There's element to this dream that remind me of x-men and military school all in one.

There's a classroom like setting and it seems like the students all have some kind of psychic powers. I remember talking to some lady at the front desk of this "school." I was trying to make a pencil on her desk fly into my hand. She mentioned something that I had to develop, and that I was stronger than Wolverine. Some guy behind me didn't want to believe this and stated that I wasn't. Then I remember levitating out of that room.

I remember two ladies in charge of a platoon. One lady insulted the other platoon leader by putting cash down her bra.

|August 21, 2012|

Forgot to write about my dream. Here's a quick summary:

I remember being in a car with someone that seems like my best friend or appears to be in her form. Her brother is driving us to Augusta, Georgia. ( In real life her brother hasn't gotten his license yet.) I'm lying in the back seat of the car sleeping. I see the driver's eye looking me from the rear view mirror. I make a joke to my best friend Nancy (who's in the passenger seat) about how males can go wrong when they're trying to ask a female out on a date.

I remember a house by a river or lake. The back of the house face the river/lake. This house reminds me of a dream I had where the house contains an old expensive samuria sword. Young people were playing water sport. I remember being with a boy behind the house away from the young people.

The car scene was weird.

|August 20, 2012|

I was in a car. An elderly man was driving and his wife was on the passenger side. I got the feeling we were dropping the woman off somewhere. I got the feeling they were my grandparents but they were White...I'm Asian. The road was long and narrow. The man fell asleep at the wheel so I had to take over and let the man rest.

The lady and I arrive in a park area with artificial lakes and stepping stones. There was a coffee shop and someone set up a stall to sell sandwhich behind a hill with grassy top.

I walk off and I'm sitting looking at the scenery. I got this feeling that someone is watching me and I try to ignore it. It seems like it's Fall turning into Winter because I remember staring at my foot. I had on black boots that came midway between my calves and a black coat. The person that was watching me came up closer and started taking pictures of me. I ignored him. He came even closer and took a pic of my face so I shove the camera into his face.

Dream switch, I'm at my friend's restaurant and for some odd reason he was training bartenders. I was one of those bartender. He was trying to do fancy tricks with a lime he was cutting. Then afterward he brought out a noodle dish to eat, but I ate his food. In real life his restaurant doesn't have a full bar.

The first dream wasn't in sync with my life. The last dream had elements pertaining to my actual life. Who was that creepy guy snapping pictures of me?

|August 19, 2012|

I haven't properly recorded my dream.

This dream was an assortment of "weirdness".

In the dream, I'm hanging out with my cousin and her friend or what seems to be my cousin and her friends. We're walking around the city. I'm dress all in black-a gypsy style clothing. I remember some guy trying to rape me...he was in grey uniform. I wanted him to suffer, so I told the group of people I was with about the incident. My cousin (someone that seem like her) did something like praying but to the devil. Something came up like a box--it grab the guy's soul and trapped it inside. So his soul is lock in an eternity of suffering.

I had another dream...I was walking into an old restaurant dress in a bohemian black dress. I remember kissing a man outside that felt familiar. He had a chiseled face and slight facial hair and tanned skin. We were heading inside the restaurant to meet a small group of friend for dinner.

Dream switch, I'm in a landscape airport like area. Seem like god or some video designer made a large red tower appear before me. I flew up and touch the tower to bring it down. I'm flying across grassy landscape. I created a whole city out of thin air. All the while, I had an intense feeling to go to an airport terminal..some little kid was trying to prevent me from reaching my airplane. Fought the kid off and got on the plane. Inside, seem to be group of people. They told me they found a planet with humoid being. The girls on the plane started mimicking the woman of that planet. Their lips turned into a duck's beak and the men on the plane did the same.

Before waking up I had a conversation with someone. I told him I can't see him. He mention that's life then asked me when I wanted to meet him tomorrow.

Weird..

|8-9-2012|

It's 5:26 a.m. as I begin to write.

I haven't recorded my dreams lately. This dream is peculiar.

I dreamt about being given or finding a stack of files. It seems like a coldcase file...the files contained plenty of photographs. I'm looking through these files with a friendly heavyset blackwoman. Prior to meeting the woman, I was in a car with "someone" who was upset at me for something while I was going through the files.

The woman seem to encourage me to tell her something about the files. I told her about the people in the photographs--how they lived until their death and how they died.

Don't have sex with an asexual!!!

How to Have Sex With an Asexual Person | Shades of Gray

There's different shades of asexuality.

~Ink'um

|July 20, 2012|

My dream was dark.

I remember Angelina Jolie.

|July 18, 2012|

I'll try to recall this dream to the best of my ability.

The dream started where I was in a ship or it feels like an airport like area.

There were some food served behind a glass window. After looking at foods that looked like different sea creatures, a group of people I was with ordered some food and I had something that looked like lobster. There was a slab of meat that a guy would cook. It looked gross.

I was in some neighborhood doing flips along the sidewalk. There's a group of people beside a car. I get the feeling that one guy from the group wanted to test my abilities and comes after me. I just wanted to get away from him.

So throughout the dream, I have a feeling of being followed and chase by this one guy who wants to destroy me.

I'm in some house and I get a sense it belongs to this rich old man. The old man seems to be speaking to me via telepathy. I would hear him (in my mind) giving me instructions on where to go because his house has secret passage for escape, but he was setting things up for my encounter with this guy so I'm force to fight him.

I remember going invisible up against a silver column. I point my gun at the guy (he looks half asian), but he sees me.

This part of the dream is weird or I can't recall it. It's like I was actually fighting a parasite at this time. I basically pull the head off of this squid looking thing...when I pulled its head off I actually felt like something was being ripped out of me from my lower chakra.

Anyway, I woke up more refresh today.

~Ink-um (goodbye)

|July 17, 2012|

This dream is very disturbing. I remember I was in a classroom taking some written test.

There was this guy and his group of friend...one guy put on a pretense of kindness to me but he just had a perverse nature. In the dream it seem like I even went out with him.

There was one part where he'll drug me and do weird sexual perverse experiment. He tried to artificially inseminate me with a phallic object full of white fluid. In the dream, I got a sense that when I'm in my conscious state he'll continue this pretense of being kind and caring. So basically in my unconscious state he'll be his true preverse self, but in my conscious state with him he'll put on a convincing act of "caring" boyfriend.

I had a sense I was waking up to consciousness for good and saw him for what he really is. I broke away from him and this seem to anger him somehow...he was always angry at the fact I was regaining consciousness to what he was actually doing to me.

He defamed my characters to his group of friends.

Soooooo disturbing....I've never felt so violated.

~Ink-um (hates perverse men)

|July 16, 2012|

I didn't write this dream immediately when I woke. I have to go work soon and will make this quick...no detailed descriptions.

I had a dream about a huge flood flowing through some city. I advise the people around to ride the waves that were coming in or die.

~Ink'um (adios)

|July 15, 2012|

I'm tired. I dreamt but I can't remember.

~Ink-um

|July 14, 2012|

I had dreamt a guy came into my room and stole some drawing and architecture blue prints from me. The asshole has the audacity to ask for help after taking from me.

|July 13, 2012|

The dream I can remember. I was with a group of people. We went into the woods for something... I'm not sure what. The group of people did some weird ceremony to take the life force from the trees. The trees were left barren and stripped of its barks.

I am walking in an urban city and took a scary route into a high crime and proverty stricken area. I turn into an alleyway and a rough-muscled-black man was following me asking for money. I repeatedly told this man I don't have ANY money, yet he doesn't believe and kept following me till I lost my patience and snapped at him stating I don't have any money. The strange part of the dream..this very same man had a car and was driving me and two other people (the feeling I get without being told is he's driving us to have dinner at a "friend's" house). However, he was driving in the opposite direction of a one way street with on coming traffic, so I kept instructing him to be careful. He said I had control issue and was a backseat driver.

The dream switched. I'm viewing an elfish looking girl's life. She lives under a bridge and the brick foundation was hallowed out to make a mini house for her. The interior was nice and comfortable. I get the feeling she's a student and her boyfriend would come visit her from time-to-time. Strange dream this one has no relation to my life but maybe active imagination.

~Ink-um

|July 12, 2012|

I don't remember the exact details of this dream.

I see my co-worker Austin. I'm looking at a screen and it shows major tidal waves along coastal areas. He told me not to worry much. The first image on the screen showed a tidal wave hitting a coastal metropolitan area. After the tidal pockets of islands remain. The second image the land sunk into the sea and ocean water came in to fill the area.

|July 11, 2012|

This dream is very normal. It relates to my life and actual events and experiences; however, I had a dream before I woke around 2 a.m. that I can't fully recall but it's about energy.

I dreamt I was working at my job, an Asian fine dining fusion restaurant, bringing customers their foods. The layout of the restaurant was different because guests were in one large room.

~Ink-um (till next dream)

|July 10, 2012|

Can't remember my dream....but woke up around 2 am and felt a surge of energy flow near my lower chakras. This has been happening twice to me, I've felt presence of "something" around me. I'm going to go exercises to ground all this energy for mother Goddess's healing.

It's 3:02 a.m. Central Time I will continue to sleep now. I will report any dream upon my wake.

Had a dream but I cannot recall it. It's something about energy. On that note, I'll say an immoral person cannot teach morality. A woman cannot teach a man how to give birth...it's just duality. Negativity only generates negativity unless there's a higher intervention from source through its projection into this dense reality to create balances where its needed.

~Ink-um (total recall will happen to everyone)

|July 9, 2012|

How could I possibly record my dream when internet access is hard? I downloaded a "blogger" app on my android phone. This app is ideal, because I have my phone beside me when I wake up. I don't need a computer to access "blogger". I can easily record my dream while it's fresh in my mind.

Today, I had yet another strange dream. I was in a room and there were two men in the room. They look fit and one guy looked like Silviu Tolu. I was sitting at a table, and the guy that didn't look like Silviu was standing next to my right side. It seems like the men just got of the shower and were drying off and the setting was in some kind of cargo ship. We were crew members. I noticed the guy standing on my right had some tattoos on the left side of him. He even had a dermal piercing on his shoulder blade. I went to examine the piercing and tried to take it off.

Th dream switched. A bath was prepared for me. There was a bucket. The water was hot. I remembered lowering myself into the tub thinking it's hot hot hot. I opened my eyes after I got comfortable in the tub and there was a mirror in front of me. I see a guy in the tub with me! He wasn't there before! And he was holding on to me from behind...I know in reality he's not there but I see him in the mirror. He has a 12 o'clock shadow. I just wanted him to stay away from me but he kept holding on. So I said, "Stay away from me" then I said my ex's name. After saying my ex's name, I woke up. (Creepy!!!)

I went back to sleep but this time I don't really remember the details in my dream. Well..in that dream I was recruited by some blond haired boy to be some kind of warrior because of my "psychic" powers. We were fighting dragon people. We hunted them.

~ink'um (til next dream)

Day 1 | June 29, 2012|

Dreams are something that's fleeting like a relationship.

I've decided to start a dream blog where I'll write from the moment I awake. In the past, I've had dreams that didn't make sense because they weren't in correlation with my life experiences e.g. the things I've seen, hear, or interact with. I used to have a dream about this peculiar guy's life and about distant places. Sometimes, the dreams are masked and another reality is revealed.

Well, I'll try to relate this particular dream as best as I can.

I'm flying across the sky as a light with another entity that's seems like a soulmate. We held onto each other with what appears the equivalent of hands then departed.

I'm lying in bed with this guy...we kissed through the sheets and fell asleep.

My dream changed. I see my professor from one of my studio class leading the class to a theater because he wanted to show the class a halographic projection; however, the theater attendant didn't allow us to watch the show without the class paying $30,000 for the halographic room.

That's all I can remember from the dream.

I'll also write about the dreams I've had in the past that make no sense to me. Some of those dreams are like a progression--a story--yet how can that be? Dreams are suppose to reveal things you've encounters in your life. The question that remain: why would I have a dream about this particular guy's life? I asked this to some friends. Their crazy theory is that I'm viewing his life BUT at the same time he can view mine. 

~Ink'um